Happy Anniversary...glad we're still speaking; can't believe it's been a day more than a year.
I felt like I was missing something, so I decided to write, but ended up reading instead. And then, it clicked...
Life has it's ups and downs, but blaming my inner-Libra, my days, weeks, months, and years make life seem like one of those carnival rides that spin so fast you stick to the wall, and come out feeling like you've been shaken like a strong martini.
Stirred, so I write.
The dates of my blog posts eerily reflect a pattern...
From day 1 - 10...life is good.
From about day 12-20...I'm a wreck.
From about day 22 through the end of the month I'm feeling like a champ...climbing the mountains of life once again.
Recognition is the first step...
Knowing helps...but overcoming is tough. In this race against time, I don't really have 8 days a month to be CRAZY...and that's in addition to the 5-7 that I can't escape. In essence, I'm a nut half the time...light as a feather one-third of the time...and Superwoman for the rest. Guess, I'm a crazy ass eagle!
Fly, nonetheless. You'll rarely see me on the ground. I tend to coast publicly, even if nose-diving inside.
I'm running out of hair...but my chubby cheeks are filling in the space...time to make room for other things. Operation "get light" is in progress...literally and figur[atively], because mine has left the building.
The "Ambitious Girl" just let go.
Look Mom, "No Hands!"
...disappears...
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Reading this entry makes me think about the ebbs & flows of my own life and not so shockingly they sound very similar to yours! I too have found that the my monthly emotional cycle if you would goes from good to wreck, from wreck to champ, and back around! However, my most recent operation is not "get light" as much as it is "get even". I'm at a point in my life where I am seeking to find balance and embrace truth. AND the TRUTH of the matter is that it's never as bad as it looks or feels and that eventually it will be better!
ReplyDeleteThanks for letting us in your personal thoughts and inviting us to explore our own scary minds! Love ya Mik!